Yea just like Mr. Slim Shady said, I can't tell you what it really is.
I just feel like something made my heart squeezed.
Surely I'm pissed at the first time, then dying on the second line,
but i love that feeling when I'm hurting till I'm losing my mind.
First page of our chapter is a great history,
such a pretty serendipity,
but then I jumped out of my bed and see, guess what,
I found myself in such an autism jealousy.
She really looks like me, bang!
Trying to keep silent, let me drown in insanity.
Somebody warn me, and i ignored it.
Now I'm taking the risk, then for the first time I got hit!
Take a bottle of cheap wine, I have nothing more to do
Another shots of alcohol, don't worry, I still care about you
Yea, sort of my fellas, they give me the pills,
counting down, 3, 2, 1, then I took the thrill.
Who is she? The one with the purple wall,
I don't even know her name,
you made me throw my head to the bathroom stall,
slit my wrist, got me on bended knees off the ground,
with these shitty wound.
When I wake up, i got nothing else to lose,
all i need is only my boozes.
I keep that picture just to hurt myself to the bone,
and you don't even see me through my heart,
or it's just you postpone?
I'm drowning in pain, but I can't get up,
Stuck in memories, all I can do is hesitatin'
Nobody can pick me up!
You think I'm fine,
I'm covered in smile, but inside I'm cryin'
Is there another way to say good bye ba-a-by?
I don't wanna leave, I don't want to, Honeybee.
Swan Lake is on my playlist now, think I gotta shoot my head
Stupid, I don't have a gun, I'm going outta state.
Stiletto dagger, look back in anger,
I'm dumb, I'm numb, I can't stay any longer.
I packed up my bags, find a way to go,
Spit on our photographs, leaving to the unknown destination
About one mile I cancel it, i gotta face the situation.
Didn't hear the sirens ringing,
Again, I want my bottle tinkling,
Oh dear, what kind of a bitch am I?
When you appear, I try to stand up strong,
forget that lie that I cried by.
Baby you said that I'm a masochist,
come on hit me with your best shot,
I don't need anything, just blow me a kiss!